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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

i started this in january of 2003! over 2 years ago. i love looking back at all the old entries. the friends i'v mentioned that have come and gone, all the people i met, and blah blah. welp i obviously dont update here anymore so i am calling it  quits and going out on some pictures. i still update my mypace if anyone wants to check it out www.myspace.com/screamoneeko























Monday, March 07, 2005

ok so im going to try to update more because im using xanga as a way to keep in contact with my friends from high school and such that i dont see that much

ummm it been a really long tme since i last posted so i dont think i'll rightly be able to remember everything. but picking up on 3 fridays ago. i met up with my sister and niece in iowa city. we hung out and did some shopping. she's sweet and rocks and i love her. then we went back to burlingotn. i babysitted my niece for a few hours then went and partied. rachel was in town, that was sweet. we went to some girls house. lots of cool people there. me and nic beat up some people. then i had a bad anemia attack and almost died. then we pretty much just hung out and rocked out pretty hard. after that me, carissa, megan, and rachel went to the Y camp and got scared like 5 times so we ran and left. then went to hungry bear. woooo. then went back to carissas where i kept rachel and megan up until 7am. woke up at 8 and went to my sisters. then at noon went to iowa city with brynn and stephanie. that was sweet. we did some shopping. for 2nd day in a row for me. then we went to the cliffs and that was awesome, been awhile since i been there. it was pretty. then went back to burlingotn and didnt do anything all ngiht until later. like 2am. me and megan and rachel went looking for this sweet abandoned grain elevatordeal. but didnt get out of the car cause there were a bunch of cars there. so then we went to some wasted kids house and went to hungry bear but left after an hour of no service. went home at around 5. sunday i hung out with david. we went to lizs' and there were lots of people there. it was fun. just kickin it. then we watched saw. that was cool. after that me, megan, and david went back to the grain elevator place. and actually explored around it. it was reaaaaaly sweet. climbed up high stuff and of the sort. it was good. monday i dont remember what i did really. i know at some point i went to the mall and claimed the title of air hockey champion of burlington that was awesome. i was there til they closed. then rachel stayed the night. and in the monring we hung out with stephanie then went to the mall with megan and saw myron, brynn, sarah, phil, zack, dustin, and everyone iv ever known. then rachels mom came and we went to morton. ate at a sweet resturant. tiiight. then hung out with kevin and the three of us went to a park. then we went back to kevins and watched the slipknot DVD. in the morning we dug up a shrub and made $100. that was sweet. then kevin recorded a band until like 9. then rachel kevin and me went to subway. i decided that since this was the last week befor ei start work i was going to engage in drugs and sex. however the furthest i got was breaking the vegan diet. i had a chicken sandwich. then we watched saw again. that was tight. left at like 8am and went to minneapolis bitches! drive was alright. quick 7 hours. got to burkes. went to the bury your dead show. shit was crunk. had a great time. gine came!!!!!! that was awesome seeing her. after the show we went to the with dead hands rising practise spot and kevin worked with them for a long time. that was pretty interesting. ater that we went back to burkes and there was alot of people there. i ended up sleeping in the laundry room on a pile of clothes. it was tight, in the morning me and kevo got some eatins. then WDHR practise. then a party. it was tgood. burke ran off with some floozy and me and kevin met some awesome people and played DDR. had a good time. went home at about 4:30. watched scarface. some of it. finished it in the morning. then went out to eat with jordan and burke. chilis. i ate crazy there. it made me deathly ill. then went to a show where we met up with matt, nate, kyle, lyndsey, sam, tiff, and cody. awesome. i didnt see much of the show. after that it was paaaaaaaaaaarty time. went to a house. everyone came. met alot of new popele. got to hang out with the paria guys again. iowa was in full dancing mode. we danced the night away, laughed, cried, had an awesome time. some crazy stuff happened but dont want to get into that cause im sleepy right now. left that at about 3:30. went back to codys. found out sam and lyndseys cars got towed and it was $250 a piece to get em out. sam called the place and provided the best part of the night. she bascially flipped out for like 20 minutes. some highlights include "we're small town folk" and "do you know how much $500 is in iowa?" after that we slept. i did not because my stomach hurt so bad. went out to eat in the morning. then drove home. went out for pats birthday at bowling alley. that was cool. had fun. went home. woke up at 7:30 and went to WORK! worked mon-thur 9-4:30 and friday 1-9:30. so not alot to talk about from that week. work is fun though. i enjoy talking to people so what better place thena mall. the music they play is aweful. alot of nu metal. the bad kind. they do play new sum 41! rock! iv had a few nu metal 13 year old girls hit on me. its tight. friday after work i came home. kyle was here. me and him and sam watched purple rain. satureday megan came. and ty and joel too! and we got kyle and went to the palisades! that was awesome. it was soooo nice out. kyle threw megan down a mountain and by some maricle she did not die. then we cleaned up and went to a college party. i knew no one except ty and jill parker. pat came with us too. i ended up being a lot of fun. some drunk creepy girl was trying to get with me. met alot of cool people. pat won $30 betting people they couldnt eat 2 slices of bread in a minute. how awesome. at one point i started chanting "show your boobs" to megan and in half a second 20 college swormed in from no where and started yelling it too. it must have been traumatic for her. after that we went to perkins. boy was that a good idea. we sat down and before we ordered or anything this guy behind us was like "come over here" it was scary at first. but he was wasted and ordered too much food and wanted to share it with us. it wa slike 3 meals. so we all ate it. it was awesome. and talked to this old drunk guy named leo. then things got creepy and he kept talking about drugs and god. then he wanted a ride home. so we did that. all in all its hard to explain. he was just creepy. but really awesome. i love meeting strange people. plus he fed us. then we went to kyles and watched some of logans run and then to sleep at 4. me and megan slept on a box spring. it was horrible. i woke up and my jaws been hurting all day. i woke up at 9 and waited for everyone else to wake up. at noon i went back home. megan left at 2. i wanted to go with back to burlingotn but had no ride and i have to work tuesday. well thats that. sweet time. now i work and im lame. love you guys<3






























Wednesday, January 19, 2005

thought id randomly post a survey and scattered pictures


ABOUT YOU
Your
full name: nicolas
cain duque
Age: 19,
soooo old
Height: 5'8''
or in the bouts
Natural
hair colour: dark
dark brown
Eye
colour: brown
Number
of siblings: 7
Glasses/contacts?: si
Piercings: currently
2monroes, 2 cartilage punches. previously 3 vertical
labrets, 1 lip, 1 tongue, 1 eyebrow, 1 somewhere else.
soon tongue, nose, temples, more
punches
Tattoos: sweet
best friend wrist tattoo. big complicated never to be
finished back
Braces?: nope
FAVOURITE
Colour: black
i would say
Band: saetia,
jets to brazil!, warriors, ellioot, one true thing,
circle takes the square, butchies, jeff buckley,
immortal technique, dead prez, sole, ours, on the
might of princes
Song: some
natures catch no plagues-saetia. everybody here wants
you-jeff buckley. if flowers turn-ours. broken heart
of a traitor-hopesfall. blessed by your own
ghost-elliott
Stuffed
animal: maybe
panda, its not mine but i like him
Video
game: resident
evil. or DDR!
TV
show: WWE!
Movie: secret
of the nimh/land before time
Book: where
the money was-willaim sutton
autobiography
Food: whatever
my diet allows
Game
on a cell phone: tetris
CD
cover: immortal
technique- revolutionary vol 2
Flower: orchid
Scent: curious
by britney spears! duh!
Animal: penguin!
Comic
book: eh
Cereal: honey
bunches of oats! sooo much
Website: ha
dont know there's so many
Cartoon: simpsons
DO YOU
Play
an instrument?: not
yet, soon
Watch
TV more than 60 hours a week?: oh
geez no. probably 3 hours at most. god that would be a
horrible life
Like
to sing?: yes!
Have
a job?: no
way
Have
a cell phone?: nope
Like
to play sports?: yes
mostly basketball and vollyball
Have
a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no,
i wish though! hint at it
Have
a crush on someone?: eh
somewhat. i used to be crush crazy bouts a ways ago
but no so much anymore. but im looking fo
rsomeone
Live
somewhere NOT in the united states?: yeah
germany and france
Have
more than 5 TVs in your house?: no
just 1, wlel at my moms
Have
any special talents/skills?: being
contagiously awesome
Excercise
daily?: yeah
Like
school?: no,
i like education and all that but not school dear
no
CAN YOU
Sing
the alphabet backwards?: yeah
Stand
on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: nope.
im not a ballerina, but i wish! ps. i have a thing for
ballerinas, and dinosaurs
Speak
any other languages?: no,
i feel ashamed of it. when i go back to school i'll
learn me some
Go
a day without food?: yeah
once i went 3 this summer
Stay
up for more than 24 hours?: easily
Read
music, not just tabs?: i
wish
Roll
your tongue?: maybe
probably not, no
Eat
a whole pizza?: yeah,
but i wouldnt
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck
out of the house?: psh
duh
Cried
to get out of trouble?: no
Gotten
lost in your city?: no.
iv got lost in cedar rapids
Seen
a shooting star?: yup
only 3 times and every time i was with
sera!
Been
to any other countries besides the united
states?: yeah
Had
a serious surgery?: not
yet give me time
Stolen
something important to someone else?: no
Solved
a rubiks cube?: no
im not Cmill
Gone
out in public in your pajamas?: no
Cried
over a girl?: no
Cried
over a boy?: no
Kissed
a random stranger?: yeah
just once
Hugged
a random stranger?: yep
Been
in a fist fight?: yes
Been
arrested?: workin
on it
Done
drugs?: not
a once
Had
alcohol?: not
a once
Laughed
and had milk come out of your nose?: no
Pushed
all the buttons on an elevator?: ha
no, but it makes me think of elf
Gone
to school only to find you had the day off because of
a holiday/etc?: yeah,
f-n-a cotton, F-N-A
Swore
at your parents?: no
way
Been
to warped tour?: nope
Kicked
a guy where it hurts?: no
why on earth would you do that
Been
in love?: afraid
so ma'am
Been
close to love?: guess
Been
to a casino?: si
Ran
over an animal and killed it?: hope
not
Broken
a bone?: si
Gotten
stitches?: duh
Had
a waterballoon fight in winter?: no!
but i should
Drank
a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: no
way, you're tihnking of patrick
calvin
Made
homemade muffins?: no
Bitten
someone?: of
coars
Been
to disneyland/disneyworld?: nope
More
than 5 times?:
Been
to niagra falls?: yep,
im a upstate new york native
Burped
in someones face?: eww
why would i do that
Gotten
the chicken pox?: yes
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed
your teeth: just
right now
Went
to the bathroom: dont
know probably when i woke up
Saw
a movie in theaters: when
i was in NYC, saw blade trinity, what a good
idea
Read
a book: i
read every day. its been about 2 weeks since i
finished one
Had
a snow day: i
dont go to school, but i get real excited when there
are snow days
Had
a party: i
party every flippin night
Had
a slumber party: 2
nights ago!
Made
fun of someone: monday
night
Tripped
in front of someone: pfft
i dont know. i am a bit clumsy some of that wacky
time
Went
to the grocery store: last
week
Got
sick: currently,
it sucks. not really sick, but i cant sick so im
pissed
Cursed: last
night when my eyes hurt
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables: fruits,
no both
Black/white: black
Lights
on/lights off: lights
off
TV/movie: neither
Car/truck: car
Body
spray/lotion: spray
Cash/check: ef
money
Pillows/blankets: blankets
Headache/stomach
ache: stomach
Paint/charcoal: paint
Chinese
food/mexican food: mexican
Summer/winter: summer,
but i do like winter
Snow/rain: rain,
but i do like snow
Fog/misty: is
that really important
Rock/rap: rock,
i hate rap, hip hop is differant than
rap
Meat/vegetarian: vegantarian
Boy/girl: impartial
Chocolate/vanilla: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing: neither
Cake/pie: cake,
sometimes pie depends there's so much
variety
French
toast/french fries: fries
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberrys
Ocean/swimming
pool: both!!!!!!!
Hugs/kisses: both!
i need mor ein my life
Cookies/muffins: depends.
p33n/bewbz: thats
just nasty. but 'bewbz' by far
Wallet/pocket: uhh
pocket i guesses
Window/door: what
Emo/goth: healthy
mix of both
Pink/purple: pink
Cat/dog: cat!
cat cat cat
Long
sleeve/short sleeve: long
eh
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter
break/spring break: impartial
Spring/autumn: autumn
Clouds/clear
sky: clear
Moon/mars: mars
FRIENDSHIP
How
many friends do you have?: shit
ton
What
are their names?: are
you honest?
Do
you have a best friend?: of
coarse, sera
Have
you ever liked one of your friends?: i
should hope id like all of them
Do
you have more guy friends or more girl
friends?: mmm
maybe girls by chance, maybe not
though
Have
you ever lost a friend?: si
lots of them, its part of life kids
Have
you ever gone to an amusement park with a
friend?: yeah
Whats
an inside joke between you and a friend?: alot
i would guess at it
Have
you ever gotten in a big arguement with a
friend?: nah
not really no
Whats
the nicest thing youve ever done for a
friend?: loved
em
Whats
the nicest thing a friend has ever done for
you?: alot
too much to mention, everyone who's ever helped me
thorugh my very times
Do
you miss any of your old friends?: of
coarse i do
What
friend have you known the longest?: tadd,
jed, zach
Do
you regret anything youve done to a friend?: nah
i dont really think iv done anything mean to a friend
that i would regret
If
so, what is it?:
How
often do you spend time with your friends?: ha
all the effin time
Do
any of your friends drive?: umm
yeah
Has
a friend of yours ever died?: yeah
Whats
the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?: every
second i spent with anthony gerdes or mike
duncan
What
do you think your friends think of you?: hopefully
they think im a good freind
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have
you ever been in love?: i
would say yes, yes i have, once, it was a long time
ago
If
you have, with who?: this
gal nicky
Are
you single?: yes,
fix it!
Are
you in a relationship?: i
effin wish, i'm lonely. dont mean
whine
If
so, for how long?:
Do
you believe there is someone for everyone?: well
sort of. statistically there's going to be someone for
someone thats better for them then anyone
else
What
is your idea of the best date?: oh
wow! being outside alone with them. under stars
talking for minimum of 4 hours about everything. then
swimming under stars. that would be unbelievable to
me.
What
was your first kiss like?: shocking
How
old were you when you got your first kiss?: young,
it wasnt that signifigant
Do
you think love is a load of shit?: no
way,ass
Whats
the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite
sex?: being
in love and having them love you back
If
you are single, have you had any
boyfriends/girlfriends before?: one
gilrfriend. im not much of the dating type. but i
really want someone special as more than a
friend
Have
you ever been dumped?: no
Have
you ever dumped someone?: yeah
Whats
the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite
sex?: i
think thats a bit personal. not that much
though
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers: my
mom
Hat: thomas
Hard: eek
Free: tibet
Space: ghost
coast to coast
Taste: the
rainbow. skittles
Good
charlotte: girls
dont like boys girl like cars and
money!
Red: rum
Deep: sea
Heart: saetia
Cord: rosanne
Cheese: chuck
E
Rain: dont
know
Work: eff
that
Pedal: metal!
Head: strong
to take on anyone
Bed: sleep
overs i think
Fluff: pillow
i guess
Hardcore: sxe!
haha whoo
Race: bannen.
from johnny quest
Knife: deftones
Jump: criss
cross
I....
am: singing
want: to
dance and party
need: nothing
really
crave: someone
as more thena friend
love: everyone!
hate: when
friends arent good friends, getting
lost
did: alot
of underage illegal girls
feel: anxious
miss: you
love.
am
annoyed by: my
left eye being fuzzy
would
rather: be
sledding
am
tired of: being
inside too much
will
always: be
true to me
SILLY STUFF
What
is your favourite genre of music?: screamo,
duh
What
time is it now?: 2:20
What
day is it?: wednesday
the 18th i think
Whens
the last time you called someone?: been
a grip
How
much money do you have right now?: $1.92
Are
you hungry?: nah
i just ate
Whatcha
doin?: this
and listening to sweet jams
Do
you like parades?: eh
i guess
Do
you like the moon?: sure
What
are you going to do when youre done with
this?: hopefully
fill out a blog in mypace cause its beena bit, but
probably not
Isnt
cup a funny word when you repeat it over and
over?: no,
waste of life
If
you could have any magical power what would it
be?: teleport.
id save on traveling
Have
you ever had a picnic?: yeah!
with sera at the cliffs!
Did
you ever have one of those skip-its when you were
young?: no
i played with em
What
about sock em boppers?: duh
im human aint i
Are
you wearing any socks right now?: si
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?: i
like to think so
pretty?: eh
umm
sarcastic?: no
lazy?: no
way
hyper?: i
get that way when im excited
friendly?: yeah
evil?: no
smart?: yup
strong?: not
physically
talented?: yeah
dorky?: yeah
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU
KNOW (or dont know)
high: nate,
he's tall
skip:
dance: stephani
lonely: me,
i dont know
pen:
flower: carlos
cap
window: nic
psycho:
brain
freeze: this
sucks
orange: jets
to brazil
sassy:
jelly: sera
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide: against
duh
love: for
duh
drunk
drivers: against
duh
airplanes: for
war: against
jesus what a dumb question
canada: for
united
states: for
and against
rock
music: for
gay
marriage: for
school: for
and against
surveys: for
parents: for
cars: against
killing: for
and against
britney
spears: for!
coffee: against
pants: against
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky
dive?: yeah
Play
strip poker?: yeah
Run
away?: not
really
Curse
at a teacher?: yeah
Not
take a shower for a week?: check
Ask
someone out?: sure
maybe
Lie
to someone to make them think better of you?: id
rather not
Visit
a foreign country for more than a month?: yeah
Go
scuba diving?: yeah
Write
a book?: yeah
Become
a rockstar?: it's
bound to happen
Have
casual sex?: nope
not ever
LAST QUESTIONS
What
shampoo do you use?: none
Whens
the last time you did something sexual with the
opposite sex?: long
ago. like 3 months
What
kind of computer do you have?: my
mom has one
What
grade are you in?: none
Do
you like to throw popcorn at people in the
movies?: no
geez
Or
just make out?: no
not at the movies, i can do that at home for free not
$10
How
many posters do you have in your room?: dont
have a room
How
many cds do you have?: bouts
100
What
time is it now?: 2:28

















me and my sister!



my niece

























this was pretty much the same as my myspace entry. but ah well


Tuesday, December 07, 2004

its been along time again. i got rid of server space i was paying for and lost all my old pictures so thats why they're gone. but here some new ones

boston garden

me and nicky

me on boston rooftops

i saw ours. it was the best

me and david in the bronx

david and fernando

at the MET in NYC

rockefeller center

i was attacked by a pitbull in the bronx


Sunday, October 10, 2004

whooooaaaa new entry. i found a bunch of old pictures and thought they'd be fun to post

me and my sister:

my sister at age 7 being hella 80's:

heres me and my mom. this is where i get all my looks from. most people havnt seen my mom like this. thi is before she got the disease:

hmmm no wonder i turned out gay:

same point:

driving since '90:

harcore dancing since '91:

retarded since '91:

good fun. here's some currents. iv been painting lately. here's some paintings.

jeff buckely:

marilyn manson:

jimmy gnecco:

me, kyle and myron at underwear party:

me, clinton, kyle, and lyndsey:

team awesome:

team awesome being poor:

team awesome on top of cedar rapids:

i dyed my hair and got new piercings



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