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keep in contact with my friends from high school and such that i dont
see that much
ummm it been a really long tme since i last posted so i dont think i'll
rightly be able to remember everything. but picking up on 3 fridays
ago. i met up with my sister and niece in iowa city. we hung out and
did some shopping. she's sweet and rocks and i love her. then we went
back to burlingotn. i babysitted my niece for a few hours then went and
partied. rachel was in town, that was sweet. we went to some girls
house. lots of cool people there. me and nic beat up some people. then
i had a bad anemia attack and almost died. then we pretty much just
hung out and rocked out pretty hard. after that me, carissa, megan, and
rachel went to the Y camp and got scared like 5 times so we ran and
left. then went to hungry bear. woooo. then went back to carissas where
i kept rachel and megan up until 7am. woke up at 8 and went to my
sisters. then at noon went to iowa city with brynn and stephanie. that
was sweet. we did some shopping. for 2nd day in a row for me. then we
went to the cliffs and that was awesome, been awhile since i been
there. it was pretty. then went back to burlingotn and didnt do
anything all ngiht until later. like 2am. me and megan and rachel went
looking for this sweet abandoned grain elevatordeal. but didnt get out
of the car cause there were a bunch of cars there. so then we went to
some wasted kids house and went to hungry bear but left after an hour
of no service. went home at around 5. sunday i hung out with david. we
went to lizs' and there were lots of people there. it was fun. just
kickin it. then we watched saw. that was cool. after that me, megan,
and david went back to the grain elevator place. and actually explored
around it. it was reaaaaaly sweet. climbed up high stuff and of the
sort. it was good. monday i dont remember what i did really. i know at
some point i went to the mall and claimed the title of air hockey
champion of burlington that was awesome. i was there til they closed.
then rachel stayed the night. and in the monring we hung out with
stephanie then went to the mall with megan and saw myron, brynn, sarah,
phil, zack, dustin, and everyone iv ever known. then rachels mom came
and we went to morton. ate at a sweet resturant. tiiight. then hung out
with kevin and the three of us went to a park. then we went back to
kevins and watched the slipknot DVD. in the morning we dug up a shrub
and made $100. that was sweet. then kevin recorded a band until like 9.
then rachel kevin and me went to subway. i decided that since this was
the last week befor ei start work i was going to engage in drugs and
sex. however the furthest i got was breaking the vegan diet. i had a
chicken sandwich. then we watched saw again. that was tight. left at
like 8am and went to minneapolis bitches! drive was alright. quick 7
hours. got to burkes. went to the bury your dead show. shit was crunk.
had a great time. gine came!!!!!! that was awesome seeing her. after
the show we went to the with dead hands rising practise spot and kevin
worked with them for a long time. that was pretty interesting. ater
that we went back to burkes and there was alot of people there. i ended
up sleeping in the laundry room on a pile of clothes. it was tight, in
the morning me and kevo got some eatins. then WDHR practise. then a
party. it was tgood. burke ran off with some floozy and me and kevin
met some awesome people and played DDR. had a good time. went home at
about 4:30. watched scarface. some of it. finished it in the morning.
then went out to eat with jordan and burke. chilis. i ate crazy there.
it made me deathly ill. then went to a show where we met up with matt,
nate, kyle, lyndsey, sam, tiff, and cody. awesome. i didnt see much of
the show. after that it was paaaaaaaaaaarty time. went to a house.
everyone came. met alot of new popele. got to hang out with the paria
guys again. iowa was in full dancing mode. we danced the night away,
laughed, cried, had an awesome time. some crazy stuff happened but dont
want to get into that cause im sleepy right now. left that at about
3:30. went back to codys. found out sam and lyndseys cars got towed and
it was $250 a piece to get em out. sam called the place and provided
the best part of the night. she bascially flipped out for like 20
minutes. some highlights include "we're small town folk" and "do you
know how much $500 is in iowa?" after that we slept. i did not because
my stomach hurt so bad. went out to eat in the morning. then drove
home. went out for pats birthday at bowling alley. that was cool. had
fun. went home. woke up at 7:30 and went to WORK! worked mon-thur
9-4:30 and friday 1-9:30. so not alot to talk about from that week.
work is fun though. i enjoy talking to people so what better place
thena mall. the music they play is aweful. alot of nu metal. the bad
kind. they do play new sum 41! rock! iv had a few nu metal 13 year old
girls hit on me. its tight. friday after work i came home. kyle was
here. me and him and sam watched purple rain. satureday megan came. and
ty and joel too! and we got kyle and went to the palisades! that was
awesome. it was soooo nice out. kyle threw megan down a mountain and by
some maricle she did not die. then we cleaned up and went to a college
party. i knew no one except ty and jill parker. pat came with us too. i
ended up being a lot of fun. some drunk creepy girl was trying to get
with me. met alot of cool people. pat won $30 betting people they
couldnt eat 2 slices of bread in a minute. how awesome. at one point i
started chanting "show your boobs" to megan and in half a second 20
college swormed in from no where and started yelling it too. it must
have been traumatic for her. after that we went to perkins. boy was
that a good idea. we sat down and before we ordered or anything this
guy behind us was like "come over here" it was scary at first. but he
was wasted and ordered too much food and wanted to share it with us. it
wa slike 3 meals. so we all ate it. it was awesome. and talked to this
old drunk guy named leo. then things got creepy and he kept talking
about drugs and god. then he wanted a ride home. so we did that. all in
all its hard to explain. he was just creepy. but really awesome. i love
meeting strange people. plus he fed us. then we went to kyles and
watched some of logans run and then to sleep at 4. me and megan slept
on a box spring. it was horrible. i woke up and my jaws been hurting
all day. i woke up at 9 and waited for everyone else to wake up. at
noon i went back home. megan left at 2. i wanted to go with back to
burlingotn but had no ride and i have to work tuesday. well thats that.
sweet time. now i work and im lame. love you guys<3






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| thought id randomly post a survey and scattered pictures
ABOUT YOU Your full name: nicolas cain duque Age: 19, soooo old Height: 5'8'' or in the bouts Natural hair colour: dark dark brown Eye colour: brown Number of siblings: 7 Glasses/contacts?: si Piercings: currently 2monroes, 2 cartilage punches. previously 3 vertical labrets, 1 lip, 1 tongue, 1 eyebrow, 1 somewhere else. soon tongue, nose, temples, more punches Tattoos: sweet best friend wrist tattoo. big complicated never to be finished back Braces?: nope FAVOURITE Colour: black i would say Band: saetia, jets to brazil!, warriors, ellioot, one true thing, circle takes the square, butchies, jeff buckley, immortal technique, dead prez, sole, ours, on the might of princes Song: some natures catch no plagues-saetia. everybody here wants you-jeff buckley. if flowers turn-ours. broken heart of a traitor-hopesfall. blessed by your own ghost-elliott Stuffed animal: maybe panda, its not mine but i like him Video game: resident evil. or DDR! TV show: WWE! Movie: secret of the nimh/land before time Book: where the money was-willaim sutton autobiography Food: whatever my diet allows Game on a cell phone: tetris CD cover: immortal technique- revolutionary vol 2 Flower: orchid Scent: curious by britney spears! duh! Animal: penguin! Comic book: eh Cereal: honey bunches of oats! sooo much Website: ha dont know there's so many Cartoon: simpsons DO YOU Play an instrument?: not yet, soon Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: oh geez no. probably 3 hours at most. god that would be a horrible life Like to sing?: yes! Have a job?: no way Have a cell phone?: nope Like to play sports?: yes mostly basketball and vollyball Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no, i wish though! hint at it Have a crush on someone?: eh somewhat. i used to be crush crazy bouts a ways ago but no so much anymore. but im looking fo rsomeone Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: yeah germany and france Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: no just 1, wlel at my moms Have any special talents/skills?: being contagiously awesome Excercise daily?: yeah Like school?: no, i like education and all that but not school dear no CAN YOU Sing the alphabet backwards?: yeah Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: nope. im not a ballerina, but i wish! ps. i have a thing for ballerinas, and dinosaurs Speak any other languages?: no, i feel ashamed of it. when i go back to school i'll learn me some Go a day without food?: yeah once i went 3 this summer Stay up for more than 24 hours?: easily Read music, not just tabs?: i wish Roll your tongue?: maybe probably not, no Eat a whole pizza?: yeah, but i wouldnt HAVE YOU EVER Snuck out of the house?: psh duh Cried to get out of trouble?: no Gotten lost in your city?: no. iv got lost in cedar rapids Seen a shooting star?: yup only 3 times and every time i was with sera! Been to any other countries besides the united states?: yeah Had a serious surgery?: not yet give me time Stolen something important to someone else?: no Solved a rubiks cube?: no im not Cmill Gone out in public in your pajamas?: no Cried over a girl?: no Cried over a boy?: no Kissed a random stranger?: yeah just once Hugged a random stranger?: yep Been in a fist fight?: yes Been arrested?: workin on it Done drugs?: not a once Had alcohol?: not a once Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: no Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: ha no, but it makes me think of elf Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: yeah, f-n-a cotton, F-N-A Swore at your parents?: no way Been to warped tour?: nope Kicked a guy where it hurts?: no why on earth would you do that Been in love?: afraid so ma'am Been close to love?: guess Been to a casino?: si Ran over an animal and killed it?: hope not Broken a bone?: si Gotten stitches?: duh Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: no! but i should Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: no way, you're tihnking of patrick calvin Made homemade muffins?: no Bitten someone?: of coars Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: nope More than 5 times?: Been to niagra falls?: yep, im a upstate new york native Burped in someones face?: eww why would i do that Gotten the chicken pox?: yes WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU Brushed your teeth: just right now Went to the bathroom: dont know probably when i woke up Saw a movie in theaters: when i was in NYC, saw blade trinity, what a good idea Read a book: i read every day. its been about 2 weeks since i finished one Had a snow day: i dont go to school, but i get real excited when there are snow days Had a party: i party every flippin night Had a slumber party: 2 nights ago! Made fun of someone: monday night Tripped in front of someone: pfft i dont know. i am a bit clumsy some of that wacky time Went to the grocery store: last week Got sick: currently, it sucks. not really sick, but i cant sick so im pissed Cursed: last night when my eyes hurt PICK ONE Fruit/vegetables: fruits, no both Black/white: black Lights on/lights off: lights off TV/movie: neither Car/truck: car Body spray/lotion: spray Cash/check: ef money Pillows/blankets: blankets Headache/stomach ache: stomach Paint/charcoal: paint Chinese food/mexican food: mexican Summer/winter: summer, but i do like winter Snow/rain: rain, but i do like snow Fog/misty: is that really important Rock/rap: rock, i hate rap, hip hop is differant than rap Meat/vegetarian: vegantarian Boy/girl: impartial Chocolate/vanilla: chocolate Sprinkles/icing: neither Cake/pie: cake, sometimes pie depends there's so much variety French toast/french fries: fries Strawberries/blueberries: strawberrys Ocean/swimming pool: both!!!!!!! Hugs/kisses: both! i need mor ein my life Cookies/muffins: depends. p33n/bewbz: thats just nasty. but 'bewbz' by far Wallet/pocket: uhh pocket i guesses Window/door: what Emo/goth: healthy mix of both Pink/purple: pink Cat/dog: cat! cat cat cat Long sleeve/short sleeve: long eh Pants/shorts: pants Winter break/spring break: impartial Spring/autumn: autumn Clouds/clear sky: clear Moon/mars: mars FRIENDSHIP How many friends do you have?: shit ton What are their names?: are you honest? Do you have a best friend?: of coarse, sera Have you ever liked one of your friends?: i should hope id like all of them Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: mmm maybe girls by chance, maybe not though Have you ever lost a friend?: si lots of them, its part of life kids Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?: yeah Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?: alot i would guess at it Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?: nah not really no Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?: loved em Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?: alot too much to mention, everyone who's ever helped me thorugh my very times Do you miss any of your old friends?: of coarse i do What friend have you known the longest?: tadd, jed, zach Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?: nah i dont really think iv done anything mean to a friend that i would regret If so, what is it?: How often do you spend time with your friends?: ha all the effin time Do any of your friends drive?: umm yeah Has a friend of yours ever died?: yeah Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?: every second i spent with anthony gerdes or mike duncan What do you think your friends think of you?: hopefully they think im a good freind LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP Have you ever been in love?: i would say yes, yes i have, once, it was a long time ago If you have, with who?: this gal nicky Are you single?: yes, fix it! Are you in a relationship?: i effin wish, i'm lonely. dont mean whine If so, for how long?: Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: well sort of. statistically there's going to be someone for someone thats better for them then anyone else What is your idea of the best date?: oh wow! being outside alone with them. under stars talking for minimum of 4 hours about everything. then swimming under stars. that would be unbelievable to me. What was your first kiss like?: shocking How old were you when you got your first kiss?: young, it wasnt that signifigant Do you think love is a load of shit?: no way,ass Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?: being in love and having them love you back If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: one gilrfriend. im not much of the dating type. but i really want someone special as more than a friend Have you ever been dumped?: no Have you ever dumped someone?: yeah Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?: i think thats a bit personal. not that much though WORD ASSOCIATION Slippers: my mom Hat: thomas Hard: eek Free: tibet Space: ghost coast to coast Taste: the rainbow. skittles Good charlotte: girls dont like boys girl like cars and money! Red: rum Deep: sea Heart: saetia Cord: rosanne Cheese: chuck E Rain: dont know Work: eff that Pedal: metal! Head: strong to take on anyone Bed: sleep overs i think Fluff: pillow i guess Hardcore: sxe! haha whoo Race: bannen. from johnny quest Knife: deftones Jump: criss cross I.... am: singing want: to dance and party need: nothing really crave: someone as more thena friend love: everyone! hate: when friends arent good friends, getting lost did: alot of underage illegal girls feel: anxious miss: you love. am annoyed by: my left eye being fuzzy would rather: be sledding am tired of: being inside too much will always: be true to me SILLY STUFF What is your favourite genre of music?: screamo, duh What time is it now?: 2:20 What day is it?: wednesday the 18th i think Whens the last time you called someone?: been a grip How much money do you have right now?: $1.92 Are you hungry?: nah i just ate Whatcha doin?: this and listening to sweet jams Do you like parades?: eh i guess Do you like the moon?: sure What are you going to do when youre done with this?: hopefully fill out a blog in mypace cause its beena bit, but probably not Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?: no, waste of life If you could have any magical power what would it be?: teleport. id save on traveling Have you ever had a picnic?: yeah! with sera at the cliffs! Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?: no i played with em What about sock em boppers?: duh im human aint i Are you wearing any socks right now?: si DO YOU THINK YOU ARE funny?: i like to think so pretty?: eh umm sarcastic?: no lazy?: no way hyper?: i get that way when im excited friendly?: yeah evil?: no smart?: yup strong?: not physically talented?: yeah dorky?: yeah ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know) high: nate, he's tall skip: dance: stephani lonely: me, i dont know pen: flower: carlos cap window: nic psycho: brain freeze: this sucks orange: jets to brazil sassy: jelly: sera FOR OR AGAINST suicide: against duh love: for duh drunk drivers: against duh airplanes: for war: against jesus what a dumb question canada: for united states: for and against rock music: for gay marriage: for school: for and against surveys: for parents: for cars: against killing: for and against britney spears: for! coffee: against pants: against WOULD YOU EVER Sky dive?: yeah Play strip poker?: yeah Run away?: not really Curse at a teacher?: yeah Not take a shower for a week?: check Ask someone out?: sure maybe Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: id rather not Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: yeah Go scuba diving?: yeah Write a book?: yeah Become a rockstar?: it's bound to happen Have casual sex?: nope not ever LAST QUESTIONS What shampoo do you use?: none Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?: long ago. like 3 months What kind of computer do you have?: my mom has one What grade are you in?: none Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: no geez Or just make out?: no not at the movies, i can do that at home for free not $10 How many posters do you have in your room?: dont have a room How many cds do you have?: bouts 100 What time is it now?: 2:28








 me and my sister!

my niece











this was pretty much the same as my myspace entry. but ah well
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| its been along time again. i got rid of server space i was paying for and lost all my old pictures so thats why they're gone. but here some new ones

boston garden


me and nicky


me on boston rooftops



i saw ours. it was the best

me and david in the bronx

david and fernando

at the MET in NYC

rockefeller center

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| whooooaaaa new entry. i found a bunch of old pictures and thought they'd be fun to post
me and my sister:


my sister at age 7 being hella 80's:

heres me and my mom. this is where i get all my looks from. most people havnt seen my mom like this. thi is before she got the disease:

hmmm no wonder i turned out gay:

same point:

driving since '90:

harcore dancing since '91:

retarded since '91:

good fun. here's some currents. iv been painting lately. here's some paintings.
jeff buckely:

marilyn manson:

jimmy gnecco:

me, kyle and myron at underwear party:

me, clinton, kyle, and lyndsey:

team awesome:

team awesome being poor:

team awesome on top of cedar rapids:

i dyed my hair and got new piercings

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